It's November again, around the time when I start thinking about the year just about to end, and the year to come.
2007 has been a really good year so far! I feel very lucky, and I'm glad I can write about it here so I can look back in a future year when things aren't so great.
I started 2007 with no resolutions or anything. I never did make resolutions, felt like they generally just get broken so I didn't see the point.
2006 had been a very difficult year, with plenty of loss in different forms. And to be honest, I was dreading 2007, thinking things may not get better. But what a difference a year makes!
I was quite surprised with myself, when on the second of January I suddenly gave up a very bad, unhealthy habit (Steve, if you're reading, you can do it too!). Hadn't planned it at all, but my health was suffering so it was a very good thing! Thought I'd see how far I'd get, and here I am today, almost 99.9% certain I'll never fall back into that habit again.
I then decided to start living healthier all together, so I joined a gym and started to cook better for myself, and generally take better care of myself. It all went really well and I felt great! Then summer came and things started to slip (like food and the gym) but I still felt great so I didn't mind.
This year, I had a great time with my friends! I only went out with one guy, and I quickly realised he was no good, so I didn't get attached and ended things quickly! He turned out to be a bit of pain afterwards, but my friends are always there for me, so this didn't bother me too much either.
So I've been very lucky this year indeed! I hope this continues for the rest of the year! There will be a little addition to the family, and Christmas this year will hopefully be a happy time.
For next year, I might try making some resolutions, I now know I can achieve any goal I set myself! The main thing I have to do is look after myself better; eat better, exercise more, take care of myself and my home. I won't wait for next year to start with all this. I will start thinking about it now, and slowly changing my habits and the way I do things. I'm very stubborn determined (my friend says... well actually depending on which one you ask they say both), and I will succeed!
I look forward to the new year with a mix of excitement and trepidation. Simple rules of life say that things can't always go well, it's just that I don't know how long before things start to go wrong again... Mustn't worry though, really, I will just enjoy the Now, and deal with things as they happen!

